#64

My biggest mistake was taking math 151 and not doing the suggested problems and webwork for the class. Since none of this was taken for a grade I didn't feel there was a need to do this stuff, when in fact, in would have been great practice and I would have learned so much. Instead now I'm scared I might not pass the class which is really sad and depressing to me. I am really stressed for the final for this class and need to study a lot. We had a midterm last night and it was terrible. Everyone in the class thought so though so hopefully the average was really low so the curve gives me an average grade. I'm terrified to check what I got. I studied so much for this midterm and I feel it didn't help at all so it was just a big waste of my time and made me really tired. One of the reasons this is so depressing to me is before college I never had anything but an A in math my whole life. Then first quarter I took math 150 and got an A and a B on the two midterms while my friends would fail. My friends even called me the math fairy. I wish I would have took calculus in high school but instead I took algebra twice instead of going straight to geometry when I got to high school, so I only got up to pre calc by senior year. Hopefully I do well on this final and then learn my lesson to do my webwork and suggested problems next quarter in 152. I want this quarter to be over! I'm so stressed about our papers and my chemistry and math finals. Well guess I'll start studying! Bye.